I want to be selfish for once. This space is about me. I can talk and think, uninterrupted. Might be of relevance... or maybe not.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Relief activities in Lebanon

I remember this guy doing great things back in AUB.
I think he is doing it again.
And my opinion has nothing to do with the fact that I have known him for many years :)

I believe people like him can really make a difference.

Visit his blog, and donate!

Lebanon Solidarity 2006

What really scares me

What really scares me is not the amount of damage inflicted to Lebanon.
It is not about the lost billions of dollars this summer from tourism.
It is not about destroyed bridges, airports and buildings.


My biggest fear came from conversations and discussions I had with friends who were still in Lebanon.
One family is going back to Canada, another one is heading back to France, Australia...and the list goes on and on.
Another friend who finally "established" himself in Lebanon, is now waiting for his visa.

We can rebuild bridges and buildings. We can gain back our "pearl of the middle east" title.

But the people who travel, we lose them forever. And it's the people who make Lebanon so special. It is their spirit, their enthusiasm, their vision and determination.

And this is what scares me. These people will leave, and only those who were prepared for the war ( ie Hizbolla and its supporters) will stay. And then Lebanon will never be the same again.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

KEY INFRASTRUCTURE DAMAGED IN ISRAELI BOMBING

Summary of the main Lebanese infrastructure damaged by Israeli bombing in the two weeks since the conflict began on 12 July, according to the Lebanese Ministry of Social Affairs:


Airports
Beirut International
Qaleiat domestic
Rayak military

Ports
Beirut
Tripoli
Jounieh

Other transport
Lighthouse, Beirut
Bridges: 62
Fuel stations: 22
Overpasses: 72
Dams: 3
Roads: 600km

Military
Radar installations: 4
Army barracks: 1


Civilian

Private homes: 5,000
Commercial
Tissue paper factory, Bekaa
Bottle factory, Bekaa
Other businesses: 150
Communications
Hezbollah's al-Manar TV station, Haret Hreik, Beirut
MTC mobile phone antenna, Dahr al-Baidar

Utilities
Jiyeh power plant
Sibline power station
Sewage plant, Dair al-Zahrani

but they will not destroy the people, their strength, or their will to survive and prosper. time proved us right in the past, and we will prove it again.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Rice & Co

Dr.Condoleezza Rice should go back to teaching. This is what made her famous, to start with.
Or maybe to playing the piano, and practicing her French. This is what I remember most about her when she went into the political arena. So far, she had no other accomplishment, despite having many opportunities.

And the current crisis in the middle east was one of them; which she missed again.
It took a US representative 2 weeks of ferocious fighting to visit the area. Only to come up with statements to allow and legtimize more killing and more destruction.
I will not comment on Bush's statements. Some things are just too obvious. Some things are just not expected from someone like him.

When people are in power, when a nation is able to make a difference, but fails, this failure counts as double and triple.

When the UN is calling on the world to send food and money for refugees on urgent basis, the US is sending new weapons to Israel, on urgent basis as well. and Blair, reduced to the role of confirming and adopting any US stance on the situation in the middle east is not better.
It is unfortunate to see people with power fail to step up and make a positive difference in the world.

and we pay for their ignorance.


We should have understood a long time ago, not to depend on anyone except ourselves. history repeating itself.

And we pay for our mistakes.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Paradise lost: Robert fisk

This article has been circulating.



Paradise Lost: Robert Fisk

Elegant buildings lie in ruins. The heady scent of gardenias gives way
to the acrid stench of bombed-out oil installations. And everywhere
terrified people are scrambling to get out of a city that seems tragically
doomed to chaos and destruction. As Beirut - 'the Paris of the East' - is
defiled yet again, Robert Fisk, a resident for 30 years, asks: how much more
punishment can it take? * *Published: 19 July 2006 *

In the year 551, the magnificent, wealthy city of Berytus - headquarters
of the imperial East Mediterranean Roman fleet - was struck by a massive
earthquake. In its aftermath, the sea withdrew several miles and the
survivors - ancestors of the present-day Lebanese - walked out on the sands
to loot the long-sunken merchant ships revealed in front of them.

That was when a tidal wall higher than a tsunami returned to swamp the
city and kill them all. So savagely was the old Beirut damaged that the
Emperor Justinian sent gold from Constantinople as compensation to every
family left alive.

Some cities seem forever doomed. When the Crusaders arrived at Beirut on
their way to Jerusalem in the 11th century, they slaughtered every man,
woman and child in the city. In the First World War, Ottoman Beirut suffered
a terrible famine; the Turkish army had commandeered all the grain and the
Allied powers blockaded the coast. I still have some ancient postcards I
bought here 30 years ago of stick-like children standing in an orphanage,
naked and abandoned.

An American woman living in Beirut in 1916 described how she "passed women
and children lying by the roadside with closed eyes and ghastly, pale faces.
It was a common thing to find people searching the garbage heaps for orange
peel, old bones or other refuse, and eating them greedily when found.
Everywhere women could be seen seeking eatable weeds among the grass along
the roads..."

How does this happen to Beirut? For 30 years, I've watched this place die
and then rise from the grave and then die again, its apartment blocks pitted
with so many bullets they looked like Irish lace, its people massacring each
other.

I lived here through 15 years of civil war that took 150,000 lives, and
two Israeli invasions and years of Israeli bombardments that cost the lives
of a further 20,000 of its people. I have seen them armless, legless,
headless, knifed, bombed and splashed across the walls of houses. Yet they
are a fine, educated, moral people whose generosity amazes every foreigner,
whose gentleness puts any Westerner to shame, and whose suffering we almost
always ignore.

They look like us, the people of Beirut. They have light-coloured skin and
speak beautiful English and French. They travel the world. Their women are
gorgeous and their food exquisite. But what are we saying of their fate
today as the Israelis - in some of their cruellest attacks on this city and
the surrounding countryside - tear them from their homes, bomb them on river
bridges, cut them off from food and water and electricity? We say that they
started this latest war, and we compare their appalling casualties - 240 in
all of Lebanon by last night - with Israel's 24 dead, as if the figures are
the same.

And then, most disgraceful of all, we leave the Lebanese to their fate
like a diseased people and spend our time evacuating our precious foreigners
while tut-tutting about Israel's "disproportionate" response to the capture
of its soldiers by Hizbollah.

I walked through the deserted city centre of Beirut yesterday and it
reminded more than ever of a film lot, a place of dreams too beautiful to
last, a phoenix from the ashes of civil war whose plumage was so brightly
coloured that it blinded its own people. This part of the city - once a
Dresden of ruins - was rebuilt by Rafiq Hariri, the prime minister who was
murdered scarcely a mile away on 14 February last year.

The wreckage of that bomb blast, an awful precursor to the present war in
which his inheritance is being vandalised by the Israelis, still stands
beside the Mediterranean, waiting for the last UN investigator to look for
clues to the assassination - an investigator who has long ago abandoned this
besieged city for the safety of Cyprus.

At the empty Etoile restaurant - best snails and cappuccino in Beirut,
where Hariri once dined Jacques Chirac - I sat on the pavement and watched
the parliamentary guard still patrolling the façade of the French-built
emporium that houses what is left of Lebanon's democracy. So many of these
streets were built by Parisians under the French mandate and they have been
exquisitely restored, their mock Arabian doorways bejewelled with marble
Roman columns dug from the ancient Via Maxima a few metres away.

Hariri loved this place and, taking Chirac for a beer one day, he caught
sight of me sitting at a table. "Ah Robert, come over here," he roared and
then turned to Chirac like a cat that was about to eat a canary. "I want to
introduce you, Jacques, to the reporter who said I couldn't rebuild Beirut!"


And now it is being un-built. The Martyr Rafiq Hariri International
Airport has been attacked three times by the Israelis, its glistening halls
and shopping malls vibrating to the missiles that thunder into the runways
and fuel depots. Hariri's wonderful transnational highway viaduct has been
broken by Israeli bombers. Most of his motorway bridges have been destroyed.
The Roman-style lighthouse has been smashed by a missile from an Apache
helicopter. Only this small jewel of a restaurant in the centre of Beirut
has been spared. So far.

It is the slums of Haret Hreik and Ghobeiri and Shiyah that have been
levelled and "rubble-ised" and pounded to dust, sending a quarter of a
million Shia Muslims to seek sanctuary in schools and abandoned parks across
the city. Here, indeed, was the headquarters of Hizbollah, another of those
"centres of world terror" which the West keeps discovering in Muslim lands.
Here lived Sayed Hassan Nasrallah, the Party of God's leader, a ruthless,
caustic, calculating man; and Sayad Mohamed Fadlallah, among the wisest and
most eloquent of clerics; and many of Hizbollah's top military planners -
including, no doubt, the men who planned over many months the capture of the
two Israeli soldiers last Wednesday.

But did the tens of thousands of poor who live here deserve this act of
mass punishment? For a country that boasts of its pin-point accuracy - a
doubtful notion in any case, but that's not the issue - what does this act
of destruction tell us about Israel? Or about ourselves?

In a modern building in an undamaged part of Beirut, I come, quite by
chance, across a well known and prominent Hizbollah figure, open-neck white
shirt, dark suit, clean shoes. "We will go on if we have to for days or
weeks or months or..." And he counts these awful statistics off on the
fingers of his left hand. "Believe me, we have bigger surprises still to
come for the Israelis - much bigger, you will see. Then we will get our
prisoners and it will take just a few small concessions.

I walk outside, feeling as if I have been beaten over the head. Over the
wall opposite there is purple bougainvillaea and white jasmine and a swamp
of gardenias. The Lebanese love flowers, their colour and scent, and Beirut
is draped in trees and bushes that smell like paradise.

As for the huddled masses from the powder of the bombed-out southern slums
of Haret Hreik, I found hundreds of them yesterday, sitting under trees and
lying on the parched grass beside an ancient fountain donated to the city of
Beirut by the Ottoman Sultan Abdul-Hamid. How empires fall.

Far away, across the Mediterranean, two American helicopters from the USS
Iwo Jima could be seen, heading through the mist and smoke towards the US
embassy bunker complex at Awkar to evacuate more citizens of the American
Empire. There was not a word from that same empire to help the people lying
in the park, to offer them food or medical aid.

And across them all has spread a dark grey smoke that works its way
through the entire city, the fires of oil terminals and burning buildings
turning into a cocktail of sulphurous air that moves below our doors and
through our windows. I smell it when I wake in the morning. Half the people
of Beirut are coughing in this filth, breathing their own destruction as
they contemplate their dead.

The anger that any human soul should feel at such suffering and loss was
expressed so well by Lebanon's greatest poet, the mystic Khalil Gibran, when
he wrote of the half million Lebanese who died in the 1916 famine, most of
them residents of Beirut:

My people died of hunger, and he who
Did not perish from starvation was
Butchered with the sword;
They perished from hunger
In a land rich with milk and honey.
They died because the vipers and
Sons of vipers spat out poison into
The space where the Holy Cedars and
The roses and the jasmine breathe
Their fragrance.


And the sword continues to cut its way through Beirut. When part of an
aircraft - perhaps the wing-tip of an F-16 hit by a missile, although the
Israelis deny this - came streaking out of the sky over the eastern suburbs
at the weekend, I raced to the scene to find a partly decapitated driver in
his car and three Lebanese soldiers from the army's logistics unit. These
are the tough, brave non-combat soldiers of Kfar Chim, who have been mending
power and water lines these past six days to keep Beirut alive.

I knew one of them. "Hello Robert, be quick because I think the Israelis
will bomb again but we'll show you everything we can." And they took me
through the fires to show me what they could of the wreckage, standing
around me to protect me.

And a few hours later, the Israelis did come back, as the men of the small
logistics unit were going to bed, and they bombed the barracks and killed 10
soldiers, including those three kind men who looked after me amid the fires
of Kfar Chim.

And why? Be sure - the Israelis know what they are hitting. That's why
they killed nine soldiers near Tripoli when they bombed the military radio
antennas. But a logistics unit? Men whose sole job was to mend electricity
lines? And then it dawns on me. Beirut is to die. It is to be starved of
electricity now that the power station in Jiyeh is on fire. No one is to be
allowed to keep Beirut alive. So those poor men had to be liquidated.

Beirutis are tough people and are not easily moved. But at the end of last
week, many of them were overcome by a photograph in their daily papers of a
small girl, discarded like a broken flower in a field near Ter Harfa, her
feet curled up, her hand resting on her torn blue pyjamas, her eyes -
beneath long, soft hair - closed, turned away from the camera. She had been
another "terrorist" target of Israel and several people, myself among them,
saw a frightening similarity between this picture and the photograph of a
Polish girl lying dead in a field beside her weeping sister in 1939.

I go home and flick through my files, old pictures of the Israeli invasion
of 1982. There are more photographs of dead children, of broken bridges.
"Israelis Threaten to Storm Beirut", says one headline. "Israelis
Retaliate". "Lebanon At War". "Beirut Under Siege". "Massacre at Sabra and
Chatila".

Yes, how easily we forget these earlier slaughters. Up to 1,700
Palestinians were butchered at Sabra and Chatila by Israel's proxy Christian
militia allies in September of 1982 while Israeli troops - as they later
testified to Israel's own court of inquiry - watched the killings. I was
there. I stopped counting the corpses when I reached 100. Many of the women
had been raped before being knifed or shot.

Yet when I was fleeing the bombing of Ghobeiri with my driver Abed last
week, we swept right past the entrance of the camp, the very spot where I
saw the first murdered Palestinians. And we did not think of them. We did
not remember them. They were dead in Beirut and we were trying to stay alive
in Beirut, as I have been trying to stay alive here for 30 years.

I am back on the sea coast when my mobile phone rings. It is an Israeli
woman calling me from the United States, the author of a fine novel about
the Palestinians. "Robert, please take care," she says. "I am so, so sorry
about what is being done to the Lebanese. It is unforgivable. I pray for the
Lebanese people, and the Palestinians, and the Israelis." I thank her for
her thoughtfulness and the graceful, generous way she condemned this
slaughter.

Then, on my balcony - a glance to check the location of the Israeli
gunboat far out in the sea-smog - I find older clippings. This is from an
English paper in 1840, when Beirut was a great Ottoman city. "Beyrouth" was
the dateline. "Anarchy is now the order of the day, our properties and
personal safety are endangered, no satisfaction can be obtained, and crimes
are committed with impunity. Several Europeans have quitted their houses and
suspended their affairs, in order to find protection in more peaceable
countries."

On my dining-room wall, I remember, there is a hand-painted lithograph of
French troops arriving in Beirut in 1842 to protect the Christian Maronites
from the Druze. They are camping in the Jardin des Pins, which will later
become the site of the French embassy where, only a few hours ago, I saw
French men and women registering for their evacuation. And outside the
window, I hear again the whisper of Israeli jets, hidden behind the smoke
that now drifts 20 miles out to sea.

Fairouz, the most popular of Lebanese singers, was to have performed at
this year's Baalbek festival, cancelled now like all Lebanon's festivals of
music, dance, theatre and painting. One of her most popular songs is
dedicated to her native city:

To Beirut - peace to Beirut with all my heart
And kisses - to the sea and clouds,
To the rock of a city that looks like an old sailor's face.
From the soul of her people she makes wine,
From their sweat, she makes bread and jasmine.
So how did it come to taste of smoke and fire?

Ministry of finance

July 21, 2006

ACCOUNT INFORMATION FOR DONATIONS

Since July 12, 2006, Lebanon has been subjected to a savage aggression that has so far led to the loss of around 350 human lives, the injury of more than 600, the displacement of around 20 percent of the Lebanese population, the isolation of almost half the country due to severe damage to essential infrastructure and the continuing threat of aerial bombardment. A humanitarian crisis is looming over Lebanon as the living conditions, particularly in South Lebanon, are worsening with the unavailability of shelter, food or medicine for inhabitants and the refugees. In hardly hit areas, there is a serious threat of chemical intoxication and health hazards. The toll of loss of life and property is growing by the minute.
To express your solidarity with the plight of Lebanese people and aid Lebanon in its hour of need, please send your donations to the one of the following:
US$:

Federal Reserve Bank of New York, New YorkBic code FRNYUS33 Routing Number 021084694
Favor Banque du Liban account number 021084694
Euros:
Deutsche Bank, Frankfurt
Bic code DEUTDEFF
Favor Banque du Liban account number 021084694
Lebanese Lira:
Banque du Liban Account Number 01700362123

We thank you for your care and support.

Monday, July 17, 2006

LBC on CNN pipeline

LBC is one of the channels on CNN pipeline.
it is a good deal, 2.95$ a month ( 0.99 $ a day or 25$ for the whole year).
As much as I don't like CNN with its skewed information, it looks like a good deal.
I haven't tried it yet. Cant wait to go home.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

haaretz article

well, reading this makes you feel there might be hope. or maybe not hope, but someone on the other side who is not being lead blindly but who actually thinks and understands what is going on.

On line petitions

I don't know if signing petitions or participating in peaceful rallies can make such a huge difference, but that is the least we can do. at least from here, at least for now.
A couple of online petitions:

http://www.petitiononline.com/Jul06Leb/petition.html

http://epetitions.net/julywar/

from LeMSIC

Many of you might remember LeMSIC, the Lebanese Medical Students' Internaltional Committee. Message from them

On behalf of a Lebanese Citizen:

Dear friends,

I am writing to you as a helpless human being praying in a country slowly being erased from the surface of life for my salvation, that of my fellow Lebanese brothers and that of my country.

A brief summary from the perspective of a citizen: half of Lebanon is isolated with more than 40 main bridges destroyed, my family in the south has no food to eat, no meat, no bread and the vegetables are very highly priced because of the danger to bring them in, missiles are fired every day and night on many villages in the south. Beirut is harshly being bombarded, a lot of bridges were pulverized even in the capital, the airport is devastatingly damaged as well as all the roads linking Lebanon to the neighboring country Syria. Today all the sea ports were bombarded and we are imprisoned while many Lebanese are compelled to stay outside Lebanon and many non-Lebanese from all nationalities are compelled to remain in. No food, gas, fuel, or post can reach us. Villages all over the Bekaa and the north are also bombarded and this all has happened in only 3 days!!!

The situation is escalating around the clock! We are now under the threat of chemical intoxication since many fuel storage tanks all over the coastline are being targeted. There is much worst! Kafarshooba and Hetta, two villages in the south are being shelled with prohibited chemical weapons and toxic substances. Villagers who are seeking refuge in occasional shelters, completely isolated with no minimum fundamental supplies, are asked now to inhale through wet textiles, sniff onions and to grind charcoal then put it in wet tissues to protect themselves from intoxication!

Hundreds of civilians were cold-bloodedly targeted and killed on purpose in such a way never seen or imagined before! The most appalling and shocking massacre was when a bus carrying about 25 villagers from Marwaheen was hit by a rocket. They were fleeing their village following an Israeli threat and the UNIFL refused to shelter them! No one of them remained alive! The region of Dahieh (Beirut southern suburb) was completely devastated like Hiroshima… Its inhabitants, or those who are still alive, are fleeing to other regions where public and private schools establishments opened their door to give them refuge…

In light of the foregoing, I feel that words are useless or have lost their meaning….

I am not sure what I am asking for exactly...I don't know if you are aware that the UN meeting on Thursday did not lead to a decision to a cease-fire, which I perceive as contradictory with the very definition of the UN.

All I want is my rights as a human being. What I am asking for is that no matter what the problem is, it should be solved outside the scope of a war.

Is there anything our community of young people can do? Would the governments of the world listen to the voices of the next generation? I really don't know what I am asking for, but I know I am asking for help.

Thank you for reading this, it would already mean a lot to me.


The Lebanese Medical Students' International Committee, has prepared a petition, to be sent to the UN, UN Security Council, EU, and other NGOs, institutions and councils working in the field of Human Rights and Peace.

To access and sign the petition, please click on http://www.petitiononline.com/Jul06Leb/petition.html

Let's make a stand for humanity, let's make a stand against war, let's make a stand against crimes..
Please forward to all your members, friends, and families..

God Bless Lebanon
L.



Lara M.N. El-Zahabi, MD
President - LeMSIC
Lebanese Medical Students' International Committee
Vice-President - IFMSA
International Federation of Medical Students' Associations

CNN vote

CNN vote
so far 62 % think that what isreal is doing is justified.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Peaceful rallies

From Mononoke's blog
Peaceful rally in Boston, MA this upcoming Wednesday July 19th.
Please forward this and inform anyone in the area who might be interested to attend or who might inform anyone living in or around Boston.

Location: City Hall Plaza, 1 City Hall Plz, Boston, MA 02201
Cross Street: Cambridge Street

Time: 7-9 pm

please try to make it. our country needs us, we have to take a stand. no one else will.


From _z's blog:
Montreal / Canada:

URGENT RELEASE: CALL FOR DEMONSTRATION SUNDAY JULY 16, 11AM – PEEL AND RENE LEVESQUE

Other areas in the workd. From moghtarebeen website.

The lesser of 2 evils

This is not a political statement.

when the death toll is that high.
when innocent people are dying, around the clock.
when Beirut makes the news, again.
when people watch from the comfort of their home Lebanon burning.
when we make excellent viewing material, again.
when my folks back home haven't slept in days.
when they go to bed, knowing that they might never wake up again.
when our chances of going back HOME, yes HOME, one day are close to nill.
when people who have survived the war for over 25 years, go through this again.


when all of that happens, discussing who is right and who is wrong makes no sense at all.
Destruction has to stop. This killing has to stop.

this is not a decent life, for anyone. life should be " LIFE", not death.

and this is death. this is standing in line, waiting for your turn to go down.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ooops he did it again!


No matter what, Zizou is probably one of the best players in the history of football.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

The Italians deserve an OSCAR

...AND NOT THE WORLD CUP.

Football is a physical game.
Football is an aggressive game.

The Italians, with their tight shirts, deserve an Oscar for their performance at the world cup. They fell whenever anyone hardly touched them. They complained to the referee for any loose ball. Sometimes they would complain first and then fall to the ground in pain. They would even point to the wrong leg.

And this is not what football is all about.

This happened with France, Germany and most of the other teams they played against.

Best actor (male and female), best supporting actor, best direction, best production, best costumes.

Excellent performance, bravo!